read someone's blog....
i dun really know that she has one of the characters that i really hate...
what??Hypocrites....
yes..that is...
can u please take a mirror and see???
nk kutok main kutok je...
for what i remember i did not say it...
whatever lar...
childish people can't be entertained..
between its old stories already..
but actually u make me cautious whenever i'm with u...
goood...
thanks.....

no connection for a few days...
can u imagine how bored i am???
veryyyy....lols...
but luckily the 9pm Chinese Drama quite entertained me..
let me elaborate what happening for the past few days...

Sunday
went to my aunt's 'house' as her son had alread khatan ...
actually not a house..
its under the block...
style kan??haha...first time experience..
but was uite bored..
i'm the only teenage girl there..
i mean from my father's side...
so justsit...observe and went home...

Monday
had Effective Comm..
my classmates are presenting their narrative speech today..
i was speechless...
theyused 'chim' words...
andmy one is just simple...
i was like 'Oh no!!''...
den had stats lesson..
quite boring..
just learn the SPSS system, discuss the project and went thru the tutorials...
John asked me whether i used a contact lens..
i was like quite shocked and i say No...
and i asked him why..
he says that my eyes look shiny...
really???mayb shine of happiness...lols...
den had AFA lectures..
quite fun especially .......
figure it out urselves..LOL...

Tuesday
POM tutorials..
this week was fun especially the role play part...
Stats lecture was a bit dry....
and plus today is my effective comm ICA1 speech..
but i feel i'm not so formal today...
dunno why...
cos i wore plain simple..
and i had numerous blisters...Oh no!..
i hate blisters...
everything went out fine...
ThankGod...!! i'm able to make ee contact with my audience...
like finally...
thanks Desmond...
you really save me...
when i'm talking, i suddenly saw Desmond making hand signals to me...
i wonder and ignore..
den i realised he's telling me that i need to slow down my speed...
so ya..i slow downafter that...
phew!!!!!
and i really admire his speech for today..
and also Linus...
they were quite good..
*clap hands*

Wednesday
my favourite lessons- AFA tutorials...
i like the teacher..
she was the most entertained tutor and lecture...
no stress when it comes to her class...
and micro was not bad at all...
finished early...
went to watch lunch time concert...
and was surprised that Cheryl(sec 5 best partner) is performing...
nice dance!!!!
really...
and SBM day was totally waste of time...
it was like only for 45 mins...
but i really like the Dikir barat performance..
and then we had some food to eat..
didn't eat as my mind at thart point of time is just want to go home...
so went home alone...
now i'm a lonely girl..
but i dun care...
i prefer being alone actually...
and Jas say i talk so loud in TFA...
everyone at the back was looking at us..
really?
haha...nemind..i help u to get attention..
LOLs...
u know..i know...

whenever i see u i feel really happy..
but there's surely someone/something thatis spoiling it..
shit...
can u just go away..
LOLs...
but as i say no hopes..
i'm scared that it might shattered into pieces..
i'll just keep in deep in my heart as i usually do..

And Desmond u better shut ur mouth ar....
LOLs...
i bet u also reading....rite??
and can u please do not be so lame???

Amiliah bte Abdul Razak
Nanyang Polytechnic
Banking n Financial Services