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Sunday, September 30, 2007

just finish clearing my cupboard..
found my strength quests test...
had fun reading it...
in the strength quest test consists of my first five strength..
I'm:
1)restorative-love to solve problems
2)Learner-love to learn
3)Achiever-will not satisfied if i never achieve anything for that day..
4)Harmony-always look for areas of agreement
5)Relator-describes my attitudes towards a relationship
i think its somehow true..look for yours..maybe its more interesting than mine..:)

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left one week for school..
gonna surely miss my friends in school..
where i face a lot of challenges in life for five years..
where i was put in sec 1A in 2003,
where some of my friends came into my life in 2004,
and where i used to hate Hanis but now no more..
where i had to go through all the hardship..
however all the sad stories will probably come to an end..
like the fairy tales where everybody lives happily ever after..
by saying a word,
which seems simple but was stopped by our egos.
and the word is 'SORRY'..
but saying that word does not mean enough,
we must also meant on what we say..
living through challenges and fear is part of the reality in life we had to face.
which sometimes benefit me..
helping me to become a strong and mature lady..
and also change someone who used to be impatient..
but there is always an elves who support me all the time,
who went through thick and thin together,
who accepts me for who i am..
that will be really called a TRUE friends..
i wanna personally thanks Nurul Atiqah for being my true friend..
although we sometimes seems to quarrel over small thing..
but you were there for me when i'm in need..
you never ask for something out of a return..
your kindness,sincerity and caring character..
i will cherish it and will not let it slip my mind..
and I would like to thank all my friends to turn me into who i am now-strong.mature,independent, fearless..(the rest you judge yourself)
and not to forget those who had taught me academically..
who never fails to help me achieve to where i am now..
who never sighs or complain..
who never fails to encourage me,give me some advice..
especially Mdm Nisa and Mr Ng and Miss Ho...
i will not forget all your kindness and advices..
you had strong believe in me..
not forgetting other teachers who had taught me other subjects..
although sometimes you boils my blood..
you seems to make me lost confident in you..
but somehow there are some topics i understand because of you..
therefore i wanna say thank you to all my friends and teachers who had taught me the meaning of life..<333 you guys had made a great impact in my life..and lastly,i would like to say sorry to those who i used to boils your blood or i used to make any mistakes that you didn't know..especially to Nur Zahirah,Siti Nur Hanis,Nuratiqah,Nurhidayah...

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

just finish making Hari Raya kuih-biskut gajus..yummy..my favourite..i did the dough and the terap-ing..my hand really ache..but alhamdulillah everything went well although there are some which is burnt..maklumlah setahun sekali..haha..
This is how the buruk the twins make kuih..lol..

the dough... some that i made..

after... before...

just now ate KFC for break fast..yummy...i bought zinger meal..mama treat all of us..i still hadn't bought my Hari Raya bag and shoes..wonder when i'll going to grab it..sigh..my aunt came and wishes me a happy birthday..thank you for the pressie..*winks*...ya..not to forget all my frens-Wani,Faddilah,Nuratiqah,Ashikin and blablabla...some i can't remember coz u text my sis as u do not have my no...thanks for not forgetting my birthday...thanks a load..

p.s...if it was me you are referring to,i'm terribly sorry..

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Went to Geylang wif my mom and nana without daddy..sound manje gituk..haha..mama bought her baju raya and me and my sis bpught for her 2 scarfs for her birthday present next friday-5/10..me,mama,nana and me maybe gonna by my bro a new mp3 set for him..share money lar...i bought 2 shoes..one high heel shoes(not so high) and another one is a slipper..den went to hawker centre and ordered mee hoon goreng and roti prata(egg)..yummy..i ate the most..haha...reach home at around 12.30..ish3..tk baik tau mak dan anak dara balik mlm2...haha...mcm real jer...k lar..enjoy your weekend babe...
oh ya..i forgot to wish myself a happy birthday!!yeah!!i'm 17 now..haha...but has still a long journey to go..
wish KaK Yana,my dearest sis and Aliff a Happi Birthday..may you be blessed always..!

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Friday, September 28, 2007

realise that our boxercise sessions were not at 9 but at 10..me,nana and nurul panic..we search for him but to no avail he's nowhere to be seen..then we decided to search for him at 9..luckily
there's a teacher who told us he is having lesson with the sec 4N..i was relieve...seram sejuk badan..takut jer kene marah..
den during boxercise lessons me,nana,faddilah,jing yu and Tiang wei were called out as our principal wanna have a talk with us..the t

so includes the top 25 people who scored their prelims from the express class..so yeah..the talk was rather fun...and we miss an hour of physics lesson..hehex...so evil..zzzz...
To Chery and Nurul:alks al
thanks for the birthday present...i appreciate it alot..the bangle and the key chain is so freaking niccee...*winks*..Yay...i'm going to be 17 in 7hrs40mins...

The bracelet Nurul gave it to me..isn't it beautiful??

the keychain my best partner,Cheryl gave it to me..i love it..<33

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

went to Geylang yesterday..bought my bro's baju kurung and some cloth to make curtains..then went to eat at one of the hawker centre and i ordered the Mee Kuah which i had been craving for..slurpp..but i prefer the one at Changi..then took 21 to go home..on the bus there are two irritating fellows(guys) who can't stop making faces at me and my sis..when we shift to the back of the bus,one of the guy turn and try to stand and at the same time shouted something...then,feeling irritated,i stare at him and scold hime,''Dah tebiat?''..he suddenly stop and sit at his seats and didn't disturb us anymore..tau pun takot..so ate a lot of Otah-Otah yesterday..it is really spicy..i can't take it sei..but due to its delicious-ness i ate 5..then when woke up for sahur my stomach was like burning..so hot sei and i'm having a terrible flu right now..sigh..

today at school join Mr Ng class for mathematics..do lot of a.maths paper from other schools..den had social studies lesson..the lessons was okay..during break time,me,nana and nurul search for Mr John Leong to teach us some topics on a subject as we don't understand..so then when we were talking to Mr Leong,Mr Goh saw and merungut...whats wrong if we want other teachers to teach us..for me there's nothing wrong..u don't expect everyone to understand everything you teach...others don't feel the way you do..there's those who don't mind if we get others to teach instead of them coz they understand..so who cares..the most important now is to pass my Os and not think about this matters that doesn't make any sense..okay back to lessons..chemistry lessons was fun..Ms Jiang told us one joke and it wakes all of us who were sleepy..we did TYS year 2006..so beneficial..haha..den went home and sleep,woke up,solat and sleep back...

alaaa...today cannot make kuih raya-biksut gajus..mommy hasn't bought the ingredients..sad..sad..its one of my favourite kuih..i'm looking upon it..false hope..

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

i think the previous post is to harsh..soriii...soriii...so thought of deleting it and i did..sorry to those whos involved in the previous post..i'm feeling guilty right now...k neva mind..

today was superb boring..came to school just to study social studies and the rest of the time do our own work..mendaknyer..social studies was okay actually..though of going to the night studies today as Mdm Mariam is in charged..but feel to lazy and i prefer breaking my fast at home..tomorrow???maybe...it Mr John Leong in-charge...sigh...

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

woke up at 4.45 for sahur and then took a nap..then woke up at around 6 to sembahyang..den continue to sleep..woke up at arpund 11 and doll myself up..went to study with Hidayah,Hani,Nana and Shafiqah..Shafiqah came first followed by me and nana..we feel awkward b'coz first time met wif each other..den when hani and dayah came we went to the library..i did some physics and later on gave up..cannot concentrate sei..den did a.maths..so the kecoh say we all..especially dayah and shfiqah...talk crap all the way...giler sei dorang..but fun jugak giler2 sometimes...but we still study..mind you....pack up at around 5 and went home..

today ate Long John Silver for break fast..a treat from my nephew..thanks a lot....nothing much for today actually...

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

had a six period lesson 'lecture' by the principal,vice principal and Ms Ang..Its really tiring sitting at the hall for around 3 hrs..my leg were aching..Paise sei when Ms Ang called my name saying something which i didn't hear although its a praise..every eyes were looking at me..and i think that is one of my weaknesses..:)today i was so hyper and 'mad'..me and nurul can't stop laughing and cracking jokes..i was relief that for overall english i pass-C6..pheww...but although i'm still disappointed on my prelims..there's one more months and 2 days left for my GCE 'O' level written paper..i will try to improve as much as i can on my english..ACE lesson we did a survey that consists of 60 questions..science lessons we just went through our prelim papers...i'm looking forward to post prelims for two weeks and then off we went for a 'holiday'..self study at home..:P

its lonely at home since my dear bro is working with his friends at geylang..usually he will be the one who create all the noise although its sometimes irritated me.talking to me about the games he played especially Dota..and will sometimes teach me how to play...but i miss that 'irritated' atmosphere.and now since he work,have no chance to talk to him..when i woke up,he is sleeping..when i came back from school he was working and when he is back from work,i'll be sleeping..sigh..but its good though..learning to be independent...

**farah..your present is with me for quite a long time..i wonder when you will get it...haharx..**

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

so got to know some of my overall marks..
hmm..where shall i start..
e.maths:A1
a.maths:A1
combined science:A2
combined humanities:A2
left English which i'm not sure whats my overall mark..but i knew i failed my English preliminary exams..so pray hard that my overall mark will pass and i will attain good grades for English for my O level.Amin..how i wish that i did not have to worry bout English..sometimes this subject make me give up hope as it is a compulsory and is a must to pass..so disastrous..is there anybody tat can help me on English??i'm desperate..haha..k stop stressing yourself Liah..
had chemistry practical after school..its a short one to prepare for our 'O's..Miss Ho give lots of tips during maths lesson..i find it beneficial for me..stayed at home while my parents went to my cuzzies house..apart from lazy,my father don't want me to go coz they wanna cycle there and also i want to ngaji and solat sunat terawih...so cannot go lah..wrong timing..from 7.45-8.45 is my amal ibadah time..so no disturbing huh...haha...today is the first time i drink soft drink during Ramadhan..and i ended up having asthma..too bad...k lah..wanna go to bed..nites.

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

had received bad news early in the morning..my english paper 1 section A failed-14/30..but my section B i passed-17/30..sedih sei...lesson was as usual..just go thru paper..so far haven't got our science-physics result...when on earth are we going to got it back,i'm dunno..tomorrow there'll be Chemistry practical after schoolll...ooouhh..no afternoon nap for me..too bad..did not do revision during mother tongue lesson..the whole 2 period we chatted non stop..but no gossip huh..its fasting month..oh pls..haha..got an advance b'dae present at school just now..wow..she gave like 2 weeks earlier..between thankkiiuu very much..appreciate it a lot..<33..

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Monday, September 17, 2007

gotten back my results just now...
some were really good and others were poorly done..oh my..oh my...
this is the prelim results i had received just hours ago:
English paper 2:19/50
A.maths paper 1:67/80
A.maths paper 2:74/80
E.maths paper 1:68/80
E.maths paper 2:89/100
Chemistry written paper:50.5/65
science MCQ:26/50
Science practical:15/30
Social studies paper:37/50
Geography paper:37.5/50
as u guys can see my weakest subject is english..i did carelessly for my summary writing..uuurrrggghhh!!hope my paper 1 will bring my mark up!!!but the rest was marvellous..giggle..i didn't expect to get good marks for my combined humanities,really..i thought i'll be getting be 3.what make me shock was i got my social studies essay and development(geog) qns 21/25...i'm improving bebeh..
k lah..gtg now..will be breaking my fast soon..oh yah..poor sis had to break her fast half day..haha..

ps:i'm still missing you...

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

today is the 3rd day of fasting..went to geylang yesterday with my parents and sis..bought 2 traditional clothes for Hari Raya.i really like my clothes this year compared to all the clothes i had..my mom is really lazy to sew this year and so we just bought it.we had a hard time finding the clothes especially mine because i was really a choosy type..met my bestie, Nurul Atiqah, with her family, shake hands and we went our separate ways.reached home around 12pm..
really can't wait to go to school!!!

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Fasting month will start tomorrow..wish all the muslims 'slamat berpose'...can't wait..yippeeee~..
physics papar was manageable..Thank God..yeah...tomorrow will be having science MCQ..and hope that there will be no school on friday...

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Thursday, September 6, 2007

had physics remedial today.luckily its beneficial today.den went to tampines interchange to accompany my sis find a red shirt for saturday.for sure i'm not going..better stay at home and rest..so finally she bought something red..phew..haha..den went back home and eat..i feel so boring..den to overcome my boredom,i decided to clean up all our(nana and mine) earrings which had been kept for few years.those that were dusty,i put it in hot water and then soak them into the soap for half an hour.when i filter the water and wash the earrings,i was flabbergasted.all our earrings were shining and glaring.and then i dried it and arrange it..altogether we had 50 pairs of it..i then realised i had lots of beautiful earrings which i hadn't use it.wish too buy more of it..*smile*.
our collections of earrings

what decisions i've made, i will not look back and beg unless i've made a mistake.I thank God for giving me a lot of courage and patience to lead this reality of life..i'm glad that i will just have 2 more months before i can lead some new life..i'm not going to waste it.yeah..

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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

yeah!!bought a new mp3 for myself...!!!*peace*...and sadly, i'm having physics remedial tomorrow..need to wake up early in the morning and i would miss the malay drama again!!sad.sad.hmmm..maybe after prelim,i'm going to treat my problematic face ..it all depends on how much free time i got.looking foward to fasting month..can't wait!!

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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

had a great time shopping at geylang wif my lovely mom and sis.bt before going there we headed to pasir ris interchange to renew my ez-link card.so paise sei..hhmmm..den we went to a mall(is it?) behing paya lebar mrt station and had our lunch at KFC..mommy bought a pair of shoes for herself and i regret not buying an orange high heels..sigh..den we stroll at geylang and i bought a malay novel,'Kasih Yang Suci' by Meen Zulaikha..but i decided to read it probably after o level.so far my sis says the story is great and she can't stop reading it.no waste of money..giggle..and i bought an orange dress which cos me $20.not dreass actually..but looks like one.thought of buying this dress which cost me $55 but ended up no suitable size for me..sob.sob...i tink shopping there is much fun..yeah..Fasting month is next weekk..yes!!and physics exams is next week too..so miserable..:(

the malay novel

heard that they enjoy the Batam Trip..great...

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