I'm just plain lazy rite now..
to study....
but still need to study...

POM and micro test is awaiting me next week..
sigh...
POM test will consists of 6 lectures....
and i've yet to study....

i'm very happy girl yesterday....
haha....
only my good friend know why...rite jas???
lol...
alrite..shut my mouth up....
rite now i'm just craving for chocolate and unhealthy stuff....
grrr.....but too lazy to go down....-__-

i need a part time job rite know...
i want money...
are there any vacancy.????
do let me know if there is..
but i'm not going to step in the F&B area...
lols...

its like I'm finally home!!!!
too tired today....
rush here and there....
tot that i finish my project..
den realised that my format is all wrong...
pfffttt.....
den rush to parkway to settle something....
went to KFC to have my stomach fill and proceed to popular....
after which we headed home....

projects..projects..and projectsss...
ICAs..ICAs...and more ICAs...

went home late from school just now..
the first time i stay that late....
mum was terribly worried as I was not the person to be going home late from school...
so she called me...
poor mummy waiting for me in the evening thinking itat i'll be back early just to open the door..
sorry...;(

IntWeb project is making me go haywire...
with 20 pages of references and blibiography..
can u imagine tat?
and i'm stress in the part where we need to summarize in our own words...
today is the most tiring day..

and during effective comm, there's a funny thing tat happen to me...
LOl...
i was resting myself one the chair one-sided, and i felt like somebody pulling me from the back...
i was like wanted to scold the person behind me..
den i saw tat i accidentally broke the chair and my classmate behind me is like holding my chair..
the chair broke only one-sided...
i'm so embarrased...
and luckily few people saw it....
thank God...
if not, it'll be disturbing session....
malunyer.....
-___-

am currently reading "Damai Kasihku" by Iris Ixora..
quite a good story..
still reading it..
not yet done with..
yesterday had just finished "Obsession" written by Karen Robards...
the story really is great..
lots of thrill and mystery...
me and sis borrow 3 books written by the same author..
:Vanished" and another one yet to be seen...

so..today life was great after a stressful day yesterday...
i didn't really study and concentrate for the ICAs... yes..2 ICAs...
i concentrate more on my favourite dish presentation..
quite hectic yesterday...
i feel that the presentation is the most important than ICA...
and yes i had my presentation....
thank God, it turn out well...
except for my eye contact..pfft....
den after tat had my Stats ICA...
quite surprised to get 20/20..
but the test coverage is only 5%....
calculate for yourself how much is tat...
den after which i had 2hrs break and went to eat guavas..
yummy....hilang satu "ngidam"...
den went to IBRC to study..
instead kept shatting with Desmond and friends when they join us..
until one time, the IBRC person warn ask to keep our voice low...
haha....
after the break, we went to lecture, preparing for our AFA ICA...
all the qns is doable and manageable...
a good sign...

the effective comm work is stressing me...
and plus tomorrow there'll be 2 test...
shucks..
i hate that...
but luckily the topic is okay...

currently in my cousin's house using their internet since my internet passworl is lost...
so troublesome...

love this book called "The Chocolate Lovers' Diet" written by Carole Matthews.
The story is about a few ladies who join the chocolate clubs and really love to eat chocolates...
they simply love chocolate..
and one way to relieve their stress is by eating chocolotes..
but there is one thing that they keep failing... Relationship...
half way thru reading the book..
gonna finish it by tomorrow...
now doing some research on my effective communication ICA2 on Aneroxia...
whats that??
figure it out yourself for more info...
lols...

am now waiting for everyone to pass me their report work so that i can collate it...
pls be quick!!!
thanks...
i wanna it be ready by weekend..
yes weekend..
so on the other day i can finish up qns 3...
sigh...
this is the busiest part being a leader...

just came back from cousin's house...
so fun to play with kids..
and they're so cute...
feel like hugging them tightly....geramnyer...
sat there for only 1hr+..
and my aunt need to go home as there is a minor problem..
so all of us proceed home..
me n mum went to the fairprice nearby and i bought preserved mangoes, sugar coated chocolate and camel peanut.
yummy..
and now i'm be longing for KFC....
zzzzzz....
need to wait cos i ate lots of thing this week..
so need to maintain my diet...LOL...

Gonna watch Datin Diaries later...
the drama is great..
watch it in the youtube already actually...
until the last episode...

tomorrow's school as per normal..
awww...so tired...
can i come late???

watching tv rite now..
did my homework last night...
everything is done except for some question which i did not know how to do it...
yesterday went to school alone...
my 2 good friend did not turn up as one of them is lazy(not so) and another one overslept...
and it was damn boring cos everywhere ppl book seats for their friend..
so no choice...
had to sit with Jacq group...
and went home with her...
at least i got some company...
hehe
thnks Jacq....

tomorrow i'm going to my cousin's house tomorrow to see her newborn baby...
tats all..
but at least i'm not going to be so boring...


did i make a big mistake falling for u??

read someone's blog....
i dun really know that she has one of the characters that i really hate...
what??Hypocrites....
yes..that is...
can u please take a mirror and see???
nk kutok main kutok je...
for what i remember i did not say it...
whatever lar...
childish people can't be entertained..
between its old stories already..
but actually u make me cautious whenever i'm with u...
goood...
thanks.....

no connection for a few days...
can u imagine how bored i am???
veryyyy....lols...
but luckily the 9pm Chinese Drama quite entertained me..
let me elaborate what happening for the past few days...

Sunday
went to my aunt's 'house' as her son had alread khatan ...
actually not a house..
its under the block...
style kan??haha...first time experience..
but was uite bored..
i'm the only teenage girl there..
i mean from my father's side...
so justsit...observe and went home...

Monday
had Effective Comm..
my classmates are presenting their narrative speech today..
i was speechless...
theyused 'chim' words...
andmy one is just simple...
i was like 'Oh no!!''...
den had stats lesson..
quite boring..
just learn the SPSS system, discuss the project and went thru the tutorials...
John asked me whether i used a contact lens..
i was like quite shocked and i say No...
and i asked him why..
he says that my eyes look shiny...
really???mayb shine of happiness...lols...
den had AFA lectures..
quite fun especially .......
figure it out urselves..LOL...

Tuesday
POM tutorials..
this week was fun especially the role play part...
Stats lecture was a bit dry....
and plus today is my effective comm ICA1 speech..
but i feel i'm not so formal today...
dunno why...
cos i wore plain simple..
and i had numerous blisters...Oh no!..
i hate blisters...
everything went out fine...
ThankGod...!! i'm able to make ee contact with my audience...
like finally...
thanks Desmond...
you really save me...
when i'm talking, i suddenly saw Desmond making hand signals to me...
i wonder and ignore..
den i realised he's telling me that i need to slow down my speed...
so ya..i slow downafter that...
phew!!!!!
and i really admire his speech for today..
and also Linus...
they were quite good..
*clap hands*

Wednesday
my favourite lessons- AFA tutorials...
i like the teacher..
she was the most entertained tutor and lecture...
no stress when it comes to her class...
and micro was not bad at all...
finished early...
went to watch lunch time concert...
and was surprised that Cheryl(sec 5 best partner) is performing...
nice dance!!!!
really...
and SBM day was totally waste of time...
it was like only for 45 mins...
but i really like the Dikir barat performance..
and then we had some food to eat..
didn't eat as my mind at thart point of time is just want to go home...
so went home alone...
now i'm a lonely girl..
but i dun care...
i prefer being alone actually...
and Jas say i talk so loud in TFA...
everyone at the back was looking at us..
really?
haha...nemind..i help u to get attention..
LOLs...
u know..i know...

whenever i see u i feel really happy..
but there's surely someone/something thatis spoiling it..
shit...
can u just go away..
LOLs...
but as i say no hopes..
i'm scared that it might shattered into pieces..
i'll just keep in deep in my heart as i usually do..

And Desmond u better shut ur mouth ar....
LOLs...
i bet u also reading....rite??
and can u please do not be so lame???

sigh of relieve..
outline and script done...
thank God..
thanks Faddilah and Joan...
u're the best...LOL..
u girls save me a lot..

as i say my script is done...
Faddilah help out yestersay..
she help me recover my memory...LOLs...
but it really help me...

thnks to Ivy..
if u neva ask that qns i definitely will not write...
phewww...

foing to cousin's house tomorrow...
my nephew 'berkhatan'...
so will be going there...
jauhnyer...at Yishun...
sigh...
gonna complete all my next week tutorial by today...
yay..
left one more- Micro...
drawing of graphs...so troublesome..

i'm feeling like u're XXXXXXX...
sigh....

one presentation is gone...
another one coming right up in just few days...

had a presentation just now..
IntWeb presentation..
everything seems chaotic for my group cos of connection problem i'm facing...
plus all the data is with me...
so i need to call each of them telling verbally..
and thank God everything is perfectly done...
not so perfect though...

and next presentation is effective communication presentation...
my topic for it is being a volunteer...
i wanna talk on being a volunteer @ St Luke..
but it seems that i've forgotten some part of it..
and will it attract my audience attraction??
thats the part that is stressing me rite now..
can anybody give me an opinion???
sigh...
and my intro should either start with a question, quotes or story to attract my audience...
what shud it be???ideas???
thanks God...Faddilah will be helping me tomorrow..
and thanks to Nurul for giving me some ideas just now...
I NEED MORE IDEAS PLEASE....
thats called deperate..
lols...

on tuesday, my PEM(is it)...
it stands for personal mentor/ form teacher...
she said that i'll be one of the five she nomitated to be present on SBM day..
wow...what a honour...
and she also says that all the five of us are encouraged to join a SBM Club(CCA) next year...
a good opportunity...
me and Jas will probably be joining..
at least we are secure in terms of CCA...
any more bliss???
lols....but i really am thankful..
what i really want(a CCA) is awaiting me...
i've quit my make up CCA...

hmmm...nk pergi ke tknk???

i know i'm content whenever i saw you..
but i dun like to hope..
i'm afraid that my hope will shattered to pieces..
and my heart will tore like a knife...
what can i do??
wait n see i guess..
but i dunno why everytime i saw u i feel satisfied that i saw u and feel very happy..
i dunno why.....
sigh....
thats what i can rite now....

was stress up doing my IntWeb project..
everything is crop up...
especially got this one person who doesn't seem to understand the meaning of urgency and punctuality..
that person is supposed to do some part of the qns and until now haven't submit to me her research.
and how am i suppose to do the ppt slide of her qns..
more worse the presentation is on Thursday..Less than 2 days...
sorry if i nag alot..
i'm very particular when it comes to project especially when it is part of the ICA...
i will try to do early and end early..
i want things to be done on time...
so sorry....LOLs..

so lessons was fun except for POM..
the tutor so scary...lols...
but if i'm her mayb i did the same...
lols....no comment...

my ica1 for effective communication will be on Tuesday..
how can i improve my speech so that it looks more exciting and attract more of my audience attention.
hmmmm....
but the part i'm weak at is my eye contact...
i'm so stress!!!!
awwww...

yesterday read some past entries of my blog...
was laughing to myself...
and on the other hand my Polymate, Desmond kept pestering me to play Hotel 626..
i played for a while and gave up...
as the loading is so so slow...
didn't actually understand the game..

today's school was short i guess..
had a 4 hour break.
so my group and Aini's group settled down at library and discuss...
we are one of those who made noises...
but actually that is a discussion room..
so some people shift places bcos of us..
and the project is making me crazy...
still haven;t find the answer to question 3....
so leceh...-__-

pity u that u have to tell the whole world..
sad la sei...
nemind lah...ur blog....
LOLs....
i'm not mean..
but the way u're telling that we are the one to be blame...
padehal nobody would to care about it...
such a pity...tsk3...zzzzz
at least i dun show everyone about it..
its for thoe who can read it...
plain bored..sorry...
general view...
terase??
i think u've just ate the chilli...

i'm currently feeling bored..
nothing to do..
and the tv programme is so boring..-__-
i feel like going out..
but to nowhere....
just simply plain lazy...

tomorrow there'll be 4 hr break as stats tutorial is cancelled.
need make make full use of it by doing my IntWeb project..
hopefully by Tuesday everything is done.
hope so.... :X

tend to do homework now..
i mean econs homework..
but CMS is not functioning till 6pm.
so its waiting time...
i hope there'll be connection...

i hate Monday...
presentation.....!!!!

Amiliah bte Abdul Razak
Nanyang Polytechnic
Banking n Financial Services