never stop smiling.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

the Twins...

me and my mom..

Amiliah bte Abdul Razak..i look kindda tembam..

Haven't been blogging for quite a long time..
busy with Hari Raya outing and i'm really freaking stress.
bout studies(O's) and thinking lots of something...
reviewing back all my wrongdoings this year especially to my family,friends and someone..
today did my first O level paper..
nervous sey..no comment on the papers..
let the result decide..*winks*
did chemistry revision,geog(little bits)...
i prefer to study the day before the paper becoz i'm used to it except for social studies only..
i'm not gonna update for couple of weeks..
wanna concentrate on my O level..
will be updating back on 06/11/07..
wah...dah byk plan sei...
tomorrow gonna jalan raya at my aunt and cuzzie house..
toodles...
and between wanna wish Good Luck for those taking O Levels..
dun give up...
try hard and show that you are not wasting your 4-5 years of your secondary school in the drain..
Go People..you can do it!!

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Friday, October 12, 2007

had graduation day just a couple of hours ago...
received best subjects award for Maths and Malay and a colour awards-silver..
reach school around 7.45..
had a trial run for a while..
had a hard time figuring my place..
ashraf(btol ke spelling??) kekek sia...giler lah bdk tu..
received my report book back..
got to know that Mdm Nisa marah me about my English..
she told my friends that if i did well in English confirm my L1R5 less than 10..(or L1R4?)
sayang sei..
alah..Mdm Nisa tu marah-marah sayang jer...
hahakzz..
received a belated present from my friends...
Thankssss verry much..
u guys still remember it..<33
wishing again to all Muslimin dan Muslimat yang bakal menyambut hari lebaran esok atau lusa terutama sekali kepada keluarga,sahabat-handai,saudara maraku dan tidak lupa juga kepada guru-guruku SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..sekiranya tersalah pertuturan atau menyinggung perasaan kamu semua,saya minta maaf sekali lagi..
ceh!!ceh!!bahasa baku sei..*laugh*..
hope you guys forgive me..*winks*..
had alot to do tonight..
clear the mess in my house..
can't wait to wear my new Hari Raya outfits tomorrow and can't wait to watch Sinaran LEbaran(btol ke?) later...
telemovie-Syawal at 8.30 is kindda sad and loving story..don't miss it..!!
ceh mcm promote jer ehk...
$$ coming in tomorrow..
loaded lah aku besok..hehex..
k lah...toodles...!!!*wave hand*..

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Thursday, October 11, 2007

i don't know why everything seems wrong to me...
why i kept moaning,feeling frustrated and angry..
i just wanna life like it used to be earlier this year..
where i kept laughing and giggling to all the jokes..
when people accept me as who i am...
but one thing for sure..
i did that becoz of some reasons..
only i know the reason why....
nobody have to know..
and by the way i hate the attitude of people who is frustrated on something but vent their anger on everyone..
who do you think i am?
your punching bag?
naaah...
do you like if i did that to you??confirm the ans is NO rite..
ppphhfft..
okay being too emotional rite now..
i hate being like this..
stress about my studies..
dunno where to start b'coz if i start surely everything will slip out of my mind..
can i just shout everything out??
so that i can release all my sorrows..
but i'm a kind who like to keep it to myself..
coz i realise people out there have their probs too rite?
dahlah...can't wait for raya on sat...
at least it releases all my stress...

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tomorrow will going to be the last day of fasting month..
but so sad i cannot fast tomorrow...
sigh...it gonna be the busiest day of the fasting month..
there's school tomorrow..
but not normal lesson tau..
its just graduation day commencing our last year in the school..
dat means i need to tie up my hair...
isk3...sob..sob...
ooouhhh!!
i seem to lose temper easily nowadays..
maybe too stress..
sorry to anyone i scolded them especially my mom...
i'm really sorry..
Raya nanti minta maaf lagik okay??*giggle*
to all my frens,relatives,Muslimin dan muslimat,just wanna wish you guys SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..
if i did any wrong wif you people,i'm sorryy...:((

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My Right hand..

my Left hand

just came back from Geylang...
did henna making...
i love it...
i didn't choose the design..
i told the person to do the design that is nice....
and it turn out so...
on the left hand, i asked for simpler design which cost around $5..
but she made for me which is supposed to cost $10 but give me $5..
i simply love it...
mummy bought some cloths,telekung,carpet,bidai,bedsheet and lotsa things..
but today wasn't tired like usual..
went home by taxi...
at last...home sweet home...
i want to go physics with Mr Leong at 12..
but since everybody cancelled it,i also apelah lagi chow baby..
Thanx Mdm Nisa for the compile essay...
i know you want me to pass my English..
i'll try my best..:))

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

made tart yesterday..
i'm the one who make the dough...
anddd...my mum says it was delicious...slurp..
but too bad..i dun like tart so much..
went to afghan just now..
bought lotsa and lots of make-up...
weee!!!
den made a new kuih..
but sadly i didn't make it..
ish3...
i'm stress!!
i'm feeling i'm slacking..
haven't do much revision..
just can't seem to concentrate..
aaarghhh!!!!Oh God pls help me!!Amen...
i'm scared of my English...
i hope it will be easy...
tomorrow there's a.maths class at 8 and physics at 11.30...
tadaaaa..

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Sunday, October 7, 2007

Wishing my deary brother a happy birthday!!
may u lead a successfully life now and hereafter...
may all your dreams come true...you rock!!
haha..
just finish making pineapple tarts...
so tired..this year theres a lot to make..
around 1000+++...
my neck and body is aching...
gonna watch seputih Qaseh Ramadan later..FINAL EPISODE!!don't miss it.

me after rebonding my hair!!

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Saturday, October 6, 2007

rebonded my hair this morning near 201 there..
i'm the first customer there..
not kiasu but later in the evening i need to go and buy mp3 for my bro..
did ice rebonding..
it cost me $120 after cut,trim and rebonding..
but i look good...thats important...
wakaka...i loike my new hair..
saw suriati and faddilah's sis..
byk sei orang buat rambut niari..
went to jade gift shop to buy mp3/4 for my bro..
told the guy there that i want mp5...
how the hell will i know that it didn't ever exist when someone(no mention of name) tell me that my bro want that model..
but thats okay lar..
but yg tak boleh angkat is when the shop owners kept sarcastically say that if you want mp5 you buy mp4+any mp3..
that time mcm nk rembat jer..hehex..maintain..
but thats not the end...the other shop owners also usik sarcastically and laugh..
ape lagi,i laugh 'haaaaa' sarcastically..
den me and my mum angkat kaki and terus blah..wakaka..
we then went to Best Denki store and at last bought one mp3-k3...
fuiyooo..jeluz i...so freaking nice...
den search for my Hari Raya shoes and i ended up not buying one..
instead i used my last year's shoes..
tomorrow will be my bro birthday...
can't wait to see his expression receiving the new mp3 when he get back....!!

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Friday, October 5, 2007

Wanna wish my dearest,loveliest Mum a Happy Birthday!!
Love you always..Muackssss<3333...
Thank you for everything..
i'm lucky to have an understanding,caring and lovng mum like you...*kiss*..

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Geography was okay lar...
its too long actually-2 hours..
cannot tahan..den i slept for few minutes..
a lot didn't come for geog..ish3..
prize presentation rehearsal was like just a couple of minutes..
seriously,cepat sey..
i tot it take like one hour +++..
a lot of them didn't attend..
i did situational writing while waiting for 1.5 long hours..
i'm not going to Sengkang to rebond my hair tomorrow..
she was really busy and had full schedule..
i decided to rebond-ed it at near 201 there...
but its costly you know...-$100..
oooouhhh!!!my money!!
but never mind lar...that money is also meant to be spent for Hari Raya..
so worth it lar...
sis bought a contact lens...
i dun like to wear contact lens..buat sakit mata sei...
Gonna going to geylang later after breaking their fast..!!*winks*

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Thursday, October 4, 2007

MEMOIRS

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not fasting today...paham-paham jer lar...
got to know that i'll be getting two best subjects award which is Mathematics and M.T and a colour award for graduation cerremony..
i'll be receiving silver for my colour awards.
yesterday too get to know that i was ranked first in standard for 5N..
and my name was listed in the Deans list..
ALhamdulillah...
but there's nothing to proud about ehk..not O level yet...
and rite now i'm stress with my Os especially ENGLISH..
oh my..oh my..my head can burst out anytime..
going to rebond my hair this saturday wif dayah..zawanah not sure..
anything we'll inform u kay??
really can't wait how i will look like..
hope it will turn out to be nice..
pokai lagi kocek ku...
gonna be going to geylang tomorrow..
tak abis2 ngan geylang..haha..
tomorrow,mummy will buy a lot of stuff-carpets,my dad and bro's jeans and blablabla...
weee!!confirm balik naik taxi..
today plan going to TM cancelled..sob..sob..
thought of buying Hari Raya's shoes/heels..
nxt week i'll be studying like mad tau..
papers all the way..no rest..unless when i'm too tired..
nxt week some of the days i'm booked..
Mon:A.maths with Mr Ng
Wed:physics with Mr Leong
Fri:Graduation ceremony

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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

poor sis..becoz of me she had to wear clothes without ironing..
yesterday i was ironing my clothes and it turn out to be quite hot so i tried to lower its temperature..
its so long since i touch that temperature control thingy..
so i accidentally turn to the maximum temperature,and left it there while searching for my skirt..
when i came back i saw smoke coming out of the iron..
then when this morning she tried to switch on,it cannot work..haha..
geog and english lesson was interesting..
maths banding, i did e.maths instead of a.maths..
its time to focus on my e.maths now.
it has been quite long i never did anything on e.maths..
sad..sad..
so after school went to the fourth floor at the science lab area and went to pray..
it was very creepy say..
you know lar.i'm a hati kecut person..
so me,nana and atiqah took our ablution..
den we went to the cleaner room and solat Zohor..
after our prayers,we went to 4A2 to study physics with Mr Leong..
Alhamdulillah..what he thought i understood easily..
phew..no more struggling with the last few chapters..thanks t'cher..

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Monday, October 1, 2007

I'm really stressed out wif my English...How am i going to do well in it?can anyone tell me??i'm freaking worried rite now..sigh..sigh..

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